i just hate this fucking world........................ r u gonna be there for me or words are just words......................i dont know wat the fuck ill do...i really dont understand everything.............................i dont understand what u really think....iam just a person for you but for me your my only one fuck i hate me for being a big fucking fool........Y?
yesterday was an awesome but sad day....... morning...i watched the game at xavier...we lost....After the GAME my clasmyts went to my house...we played poker, ps2 and i won hahahaha....i lost too hehehehe....afternoon getting ready for the concert hahahahaha.... bago kmi mag punta ng concert nag dota kmi adik hahahaha......tpos nung concert pumunta kmi nang eastwood sobrang saya hahahaha....andaming nangyari hahahaha...di ko makakalimutan yung gabing yon hahahahahaha...
CONCERT......nung una masaya dahil nandun lahat ng klasmyts hehehe.....mdyo nwla yung saya nung malaman ko n ppnta c sya.....hehehehe.....cnu b sya...???hehehe....e1 nung una kinakabahan ako ksi bka pag nakita ko pa siya masaktan lng ulit ako....tska pag may kasama syang lalaki......e1.....un sobrang nagiba nung mood ko nung nakita ko sya parang cncbi ko bat ganun sya parin...tyka pota ang ganda nya.....bt ganun ayaw nya maalis .....nagalit tska naiinis yung isang kaibigan ko na dapat parang kalimutan ko na daw yung babae....e kso di ko makalimutan alam mo yung mahal na mahal mo yung tao.....pero di ka mahal....wla akong mggwa ako lng yung may mahal saknya...gusto ko sabihin sa knya na mahal na mahal ko parin sya....kso bka masaktan lang ako ulit....oo alam ko love hurts pero sna di paulit ulit.....ako tlga ay isang malaking tanga!!!!! haahaha....e1 ko para skin mahal na mahal ko sya .....hahahaha...... everyday i just wish your w/me beside me........ n i will tell you how much I LOVE YOU...
ei!....bukas finals ng claret vs xavier....panalo n claret ata sana...concert fair ng claret bukas tapos eastwood....
hai........hahaha.....naisip ko lng na buti na lng pla na sa claret ako nagaral...na parang di ko makilala yung mga kabigang astig at masasaya ksma..hahaha....lapit n tyo magraduate.....hahaha...parang anbilis....drama amp...hahaha....
wla lng ako maisip kya nasulat ko yan hahaahahaha...kkgsng ko plang....hehehee...
dapat eto yung ilalagay ko nun naubusan ako ng card heheheh...:p
ei! it's oct.10.....dis day sucks...i lost my friends calculator ....wrecked my project
and finally i mis her
i was chattin w/my friends n klsmyts then she came...i can't do anything i talked to her...n greet her..
while our conversation is starting i told her dat my klasmyts
saw her in one music video in myx...then she told me here you could watch it go to this site
then i watched....frist i was glad dat it was really true...but after i watched
this video....my heart crumpled like a paper...fuck i really mis her why do i feel dis...
it really sucks....!!!!all the memories...all the tym i wish that she was there w/me ...
.i wish i did something awesome to turn back the past and
make her really happy w/me........but this is fucking lyf...i have 2 live with it....
ei.....eto para sa araw n toh...exmas bukas..nag dota kmi kanina....napagalitan ng ermats ko umulan ng pagkalakas lakas nagbayad ng taxi ng 150 dahil trafic sa edsa at natulog hangang 6...
at ngyn 8 52 ng chchat....nakita ko sya ulit kanina sa chatroom sandali lng tas umalis ako...hehehe.....pagbalik ko wla na sya....mdyo<<<<<<mdyo lng di ko n sya naiisip....ei! pagtiningnan nyo ung friendster ko pwde nyo na ko sbhn n obeses dahil nandun yung video nya hehehee....
wla kyong mggwa dahil mahal ko yung taong yun hehehe....di ko lng alam kung mahal nya ko hehehe...ako lng naman tong nagpipilit pumasok sa buhay niya e ....hahahahaha cge cge cge :O)
ei...It's been 1 year since i had a girlfriend
Then i tried looking for the ryt girl...There are so many girls that i liked but there is only one dat opened my heart again...hehehe:p she's very beautiful sweet preety smart cute...anything you want from a girl.she's PERFECT for me...We've date share our thoughts everything that i wanted to be done is done she' s simply perfect...I've been courting her for 4 months...after all the things I've done it ended diffrently....she did like me for my looks beacause i look somebody else..but still she looks for somethin..i hoped we've been together but i have to understand her beacause i love her ryt?? but why until now she inside my heart... i can't let go of her even i tried 2....now...I don't know wat to do......like they always say the ryt girl will come
will it???????: (